memories

if i say blogging is something very seasonal, will u agree?? there are times when ur cerebrum is fully loaded wit lotsa things u wanna write, and there are also times when ur otak is totally dijangkiti penyakit ke -blurrann where u cant seem to think of anything.and now, i feel like my mouth is so kenot tahann dah. feels like. wehh nak cakap weh weh. but i cant talk to anyone. cause bill daa fulamik kena block. jht laa. huu.so kena laa type menda alah yg ngok ngek sikit nee, hahah. talking is more like ice baby added with morphinne and topped with ecstacy. hahah. i guess laaa, thats why it's so ADDICTIVE!hahah but i dont do drugs. trust me. SAYA REMAJA BERAKHLAK LAGI BERMORAL. cewahh juai minyakk..

doing nothing, golek sana golek sini, then i heard something bout petronas on aired thru red fm. tup tup i remembered about my last educamp at utp, teronoh. i would say. that was the best experience everr!it was on 14dec 08- 16dec08. and i still can remember every phase of seconds i was there. beingg so cuak. i arrived there earlier than my schoolmates. and i checked in first. which i totally regretted.i was set to share a room with this stranger who looked preety hot, i can say... and that kakak yg arrange everything said " share bilik dgn kwn kamu yg ni bole " and we both said " yes, ok takpa" . i felt yes, roomate aku nii cam warm. calm.friendly ja. so i was super excited. since im da one who checked in first. so they handed the key to me. then we took our luggage and climbed that super 4 tingkat asrama. shoootto! jatuhh paru paru gue!
few minutes, while our parents were still around.. my new roomate just cant stop mumbling in her so called " englishhh slang " so saya yg sedikit pathetic ini bermonolog :" hishh, minah neee bajet aku dok kedah tak reti speaking ka" . ok i admit, i was soo sgt amet prejudis. but she was 200 percent deserved that......! because tak smpaii few minutes. she cant stop demanding.... " i want this bed.i want this wardrobe. i want to keep our key's room." and me being... jht again.." ek elekk kerek minah poyo nie" but knowing my frens still tidak kelihatan, and still in shocked being left there alone without parents... so wat dunoo ja.. incase ssatg pi duk wat ternanges.. malu jaa! so i tried to keep my mental stabily strong.... cewahh. then farehein called" wehh, ang katna. aku da smpaii! fuhh. thanks bebe. ur my brain's saver! hurayy. da ada kwn! so after had our bfast we waited for utp's bus. hahah. my cuakness started to control my rasional thinking,after salam my parents we rushed to the bus. and we were brought to the canselor hall, if im not mistaken. my goodness! amazing! the architecture, must be really gifted in and out, it was so majestic!! right after we arrived there we had to register and submit our documents. hahaa. it was fun. i was not just there for education purpose but i can cuci mataa! hahaha,serious speaking, it was like a gathering fully occupied with guys definitely looking educated and extra charisma. they were all looking smart with tie, slacks, long shirt. and girls.... mostly wearing tudung and looking very pandaiiness, ayuness, baikness, and lembutness. so basically, i was automatically tortured when i felt like... shit. awat muka suma segagan pandaiii jaa.. then we had to listen to their intros about educamp... cool nak naik tangga dia suma ada glass. nak naik pon cam haiahh jatuh gedebuk, percuma sahaja! hahah.we were divided according to our registered number. while in the hall. i was busy texting shaa." u katna. " " aku kat sebelah ni wehh" hahaha. so we waved each other! hahaha. haii sha, aween. akma.yan.illiani! hee. i sat next to farehien, and tat time. i got a chance kenal dgn budakk pahang. and she got 12as fr her trial, haishh. pi dahh aku! minah ne cekang, but she was so nice. and kept smiling. next few seats frm me was my roomate.as she refused to smile that much. i decided to treat her the same way... she did not even greet my frens! ouhh. but her frens were nice. and we asked few details, how i wishh my roomate bole jd sedikt peramah. hahah. but i rate her higheels A PLUS! extremely cantik. huu, i bet if i wear that i will jatuh tergolek golek,next. i had my IQ TEST. luckily there were other asmarians there, as far as i could remember.. 8 of us joined the educamp.that IQ TEST, was a total tadak mission. hahaa. or to be exact. i felt like, apadiaa arrow ni.diagram ni. crap. i felt like my IQ was below bar.! hahah.ehh lupa... before IQ TEST. I recieved msg frm mama" adik, you can doit, buat elok elok, take care" and that was my frst time.. away away away frm parents. really. it was inspiring, i felt. confident, suddnly,, yes, i have to make it, mybe partly not fr me. but my parents.siblings. huu.. loveeeYouuo!

then after tat iq test, i think we had few more activities. but mostly about english test, dan sekutu dengannya. dat nite. we had to listen fr ceramah again. gila ngtuk. but the lecturer, was amazing. there are things he said that captured me " see things beyond things ", and ive been using it fr every interviews! haa.thanks to him, mr genius.that nite. me and farehein bermusafir frm our block to sha's block. since asmarian all sleep together.. hahah. and akma and iliani's room was our pot! we brought our blanket, and i clipped my ipod to my hair. which made me look 143% insane, yet its sokay. leaving my roomate alone that nite made me feel like,. hey girl. look " im a warrior. i left you! hahah" that nite was totally fun. we practiced fr our interview. and we slept really late at nite! i could almost felt akma's breathing next to my ears.. and we shared lots of stuff. it felt great how much we accompanied each other, and helped each other. as back in high in school.some of us barely talk to each other and now here we are as one entity. and even slept together. haa. nice! in the evening we went to the mosque. haha. and we even climbed the roof. which made most of us like carpenters. haaa. the mosque was magnificent. again. it was like floating. and the lake was very hmm.. cant be descibed.! we bought rm1 packet of fish's food. and feed em! hee.. then it was raining!! we ran back,, haa, and nak jadik stori aween and i fell. huu. it was just so slippery! naseb org tadak. malu. malu. heehe ,

the next day was my interview's day. i woke up at 6.30. i supposed to be ready at 8.30..and thanks to sha who was willing to redahh few blocks just to teman me. because. at 6.30 what do u expect? me running back to my block, passing the boy's block , and surrounded with tall trees. naahh. no thanks.luckily, akma and i had our interview together, jst differ groups. so we were together all the time. i wore a black shoes without socks. and crappy. it hurts. so bad! i felt like. my kaki was cut , hee. and reddish.there he came. a very neat.clean.and smartyy fasi, and he offered me his flip flops. i bet he would acted the same way to every newbie joined educamp, yet. still, i felt impressed. wawahh. baik nyaaa mamat nie. and did i tell you during every activities. including the MIND BOGGLING IQ TEST, he was there too. yeayy. hahah.he said, " kalo da tau jwpn, jwb la dulu. jgn tunggu diorang, " hahaha! ouhhh. sukaa. hee since he always bermundar mandir all the time..i got the chance to see him the most.hahah,and fared on the other hand.. set her eyes on this guy, who we called RICKY. stiill,, fr no reason. he was named ricky. haah. then we saw him dating with other girl who also joined the educamp.haahha! i llove every moments i was there. despite we were terrified with fared's story that she saw something in the toilet..we still love our experience there. we all agreed only and only if utp offers more courses, we difinitely will be there too.thanks to sha, fared,aween, akma, iliani, yan.... it was good to share this whole thing with u guys. the best thing to be there is actually bacause, u guys were there too.!haahaa... then came back to astar. hoping someone frm that educamp will add me in ms, here he came. " oitt, utp.."?? so there was a new chapter opened .see, the whole education stuff wasnt that bored huhh??! hahaha. please. this blog definitely not a good reference for good studs. thankyouuu.