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it seems so wrong. it seems so not right.it feels like theres a big deep hole somewhere. feeling like theres something that is not fully occupied, so vulnerable heh?.pelik ja kan bunyi. but i felt that way, ehh no. i feel this way. which means i am STILL suffering from this , again. a heartache that i cant even remember why. see , it took 3 minutes to let people enter our whole world , but i cant guarantee u dat 3 years are enough to get rid of that person. am i right?aish. past few weeks , i became this miserable girl. which i cant find even a reason, why why why ? it is just empty ! i prefer to be negative charge me , rather than positive charge me! not like i cant let it go ,. but maybe i just dont want to let it go , silly , that person wont give a hack about this at all. and im the one knocking this keyboard feeling sober. nice try, nak jadik anna nicole smith laa tuh!haahah. is it too much if we let our ego control us?or it is about our pride after all??
i cant find the hypothesis, and ofcourse theres no final conclusion. mybe i just have to start live life to the fullest. afterall , its just life. thats how it should be