12 oct 09.

time is like money , everything is flying as easy as ABC!
wello well well its easier that ABC i bet .
i cant barely recall what happened to me last year , but somehow i know theres only one place i belong , 143 taman shahab ,

currently missing
- wake up calls from mama
- missing all those morning sickness
- missing my KOREAN obsession
- missing the feeling being hopeless
- missing being overprotected
- missing having my parents infront of me
- missing massaging mama
- missing watching travel and living with papa
- missing alor star's scenery
- missing woh toh guan
- missing home
- missing mak yan
- missing school
- missing people i used to be with,
- missing not doing homeworks
- missing teacher's babbling
- missing puan kartini's overdone makeup.
- missing ustaz's u tube
- missing doing tajwid
- missing being instructed
- missing going to ko-op
- missing cikgu ali's tuition
- missing going out with nabilah
- missing having sleepovers
- missing tina n dayah
- missing going out for moviess
- missing alor star mall
- missing darulaman
- missing hatyai
- missing danok
- missing kuala perlis's seafood
- missing being corrupted
- missing waiting for papa coming back from golfing
- missing watching dvds at home
- missing home's smell
- missing being there , where i belong , where i could be cured where i feel like , im there.


u can be with a bunch of people and still , when You arent there , u still wont be there.its pathetic when you climb those freaking 23rd stairs just to get to be ALONE everynights. even Subang knows when to sleep ,but the night here never ends. its too long , cant even find a way to make it shorter. its more pathetic when im actually the" institution "who would even corrupt to make things stay , to make people stay , to make people sticks , to make people be there , no one leaves , no one comes. but thats life i bet .nothing works the way we think it should be.



p/s : everynights and everynights and everynights , seeing tall big triangle menara nenas makes my heart wanna popp! bangsar-subang seems closer than ever! feeling like jumping to them, those people, i missyouu .