kanata

my years in the maple country is nearing the end, well thats what I hope and thought at least. I want to be done with school, get a degree, and thats it. im over it. haha well, thats how bumpy my educational route to me. but the thought of me leaving Canada in a few days really left me startled, the people I met here, the smell of my room, the look of it, the road im taking each and every day to school, the smell of the rain in Edmonton, the restaurants, the things i do in Canada, in Edmonton, the things we share with our best companions, sure its not going to be easy to discard four years just like that hey? I've always thought that living abroad is hard, no one gets it, I wanna go back to my family, my friends i have in Malaysia and bla bla ( you can take a nap hearing my ' i-am--friggin-a- whiner' session. want to learn a lesson? get over it! when fate brings you to a new place, take everyday as a new memory, as a new day, as a new challenge, as a new experience, do a little less of whining( which is hard to do i know, but do gimme a break, tryinggg hereeeeee), and make the best of it every single time.

i did it hard way. too much ungratefulness in these four years.. when you have little, little time, little money, little friends, little love, you tend to appreciate more and its unfortunate that it is natural for us to overlook everything infront of us when they're with us, when we have so much more with us.. 

but above all, am still grateful i still take time to reflect with all the times left. I just want my people here to know that they're very special. very very very! 😍😍😍