A good day with good sips of tea and good musics playing, and I guess the finest time to blog too. I think I have not really opened up with what I have been up to for the past five months or so. My wish has been blessed with an instant reply where I am currently attached to this one program called FSTEP under my sponsor bank, the Royal Bank of Scotland. Life has been nothing but a blessing here. My usual working days begin at 7am and ends at 9pm to 10pm. It can be quite hectic juggling work and social life, but it couldn't been any better I believe. You need both, work and people. Working is a humbling experience of not just getting to know people around you but most importantly, the one who is closest to you, that is yourself. You think you know yourself but the truth is, 'know' is just a fallacy of thought until you really able to preach what you think you know about yourself. These five months I have been experiencing teach me to be bold, fearless,courageous, and a lot of self-experimenting. I figured I need to really be mentally and physically strong as working, demands the best of both aspects. You can be mentally strong but if your physical is not cooperating, the outcome is not going to be as desired. And sure, it works the other way too. You can be physically strong, but mentally, you need to be really really strong to not let you easily lose sights of who, what, and will become of you. Positive attitude is just as vital as your qualification. Well, to me actually it is even more desired than what your qualification proves. There is a reason to everything. and same goes to working in a team. Five brains are deliberately more useful than just using one brain, because from there, one idea builds up upon another. and the challenge is, working with people involves people. You need the synergy, you need the bouncy-endless-energy from one another to make it work. Sometimes it can be work-oriented, but somehow I learn that to get to that one objective, you need to bend outward downward a bit depending on who you work with. People can get easily demotivated given certain circumstances and the sad news is, we just cant control what others are feeling, reasoning, and experiencing. Yes, it can be very frustrating but yes,there is solutions to every problems in the world. I learn that we can easily be succumbed to our surrounding, system, people. Sometimes you become the one that you refused to. Sometimes, you just need to be bold enough to stand on your two feet so that you will not lose sight of who you are and what you do not wish to be. Take a chill pill and much needed break to always bounce back. It is possible to keep winning the game!