not sure if you believe in this dual-personality thing but i think it has taken its toll on me. i can be really nice and turn into a road-rage monster a minute later. i figured ive got rage issues where im annoyed at most things. people who cut queues, people who are just plain lazy, people who ..ugh and even laptop which just wont work ( when i needed it most!)  and the list sure goes on. 

guess its no longer about people or things but how im handling my annoyance on issues. I love my niece and nephew, i sure do but with kids around, i can get upset and unsettled. But i know I'd miss them dearly the minute they leave the house. I'd be dreaming of their cheeky cute faces but they sure do drive me insane too with screaming and throwing tantrums!

project happiness phase 2 needs to be revived!

I know im thankful for people and things that i have been granted for but I can also lose sight of what I really have at times. and as these times are increasingly occuring, i know i need to take charge in at least controlling my rage-impatient- annoyance level. just to be safe, i still need to be that chirpy happy jovial kid again! ( everybody needs to!)