some days i'm bogged down with real good mood, and natural enough, some days I dont. I have days where I couldnt keep up with only 24/7 in a day and there are days where I cant wait even a minute longer to have the day ended.

Life as it is I believe.

But tonight, despite of how lonely I feel at this hour, I'm going to sleep feeling grateful that I'm owning the chance to go sleep knowing that when I wake up tomorrow, I'll still be sheltered. Waking up knowing that my dad is around, going to work and meeting real awesome colleagues, going home to supportive family, and keeping up with my girls (who always look out and look after me).

i know God is kind enough to let me wait.
Wait so long that I sometimes I dont  think I could ever do this again but God has His way of teaching.




and i want to trust that.