goodbye my lover ,

haa , "goodbye my lover , goodbye my frens, you have been the one " and now im thinking ok, james blunt is making sense here . goodbye and you have been the one. really ,money comes and go ,husband comes and go but family stays. thats what kimora taught me,. hhaha ,see , im so good at turning something not so benificial to something very very benificial. at least watching kimora taught me something. hahhaa, mogul, wonderwoman. and love your family , family first no matter what! normal lahhh kan when u have ur ups and downs , and lucky being afiqah ahmad , no matter how down i was or even if i am still down , my family always there.thinking of having mr.ahmad who is the most wonderful father on earth ,and his mrs. who is always the superwoman in my life , i smile and. its ok to hurt a bit,.im lucky enough. and now , being baby-ish me, i hesitate a lot, ogod , im leaving my home , and today i woke up , while having my breakfast, i cried. huuu , i said to mak yan " huu , nih last makan bihun mak cik ni " . mak yan said" hishh mengarot adik nihh". then i cried again. it sucks , i know i should be very excited that hey im so 18 now , and im the super next afiqah karpal ahmad!but leaving my super duper nice parents , my home swet home , my messy room and bantal busuk .... ouhh!!!!!!i wonder when will i finally mentally grow up , u bet?? when i was in primary school , i cried alot at school " cekgu , papa saya tak amek lagi " and when i was in high school i skipped school alot , and prefer to stay at home, i really should be home schooled instead ,miss peyton sawyer quoted " people always leave " , i should get that by now , and afiqah wake up!! otak tuh bagikla maju sikit ok miss afiqah da the next billionaire ?? but it still sucks that im gonna miss my parents , my bestfriends , mak yan and her food , my home , my room , bantal busuk , my korean dvds , my bed , my wardrobe , my pc , and even cockroaches that bogged my nights ..uhh. 23rd may , just wait laahh . here i come .! hope uitm shah alam will sucks least for me , at least.