people always leave

this is so fucking right ! nothing is permanent. my hypothesis : the more i love sumone , the more it hurts. they are leaving anyway. the more i spend time with them ,the more it hurts , the more i care about them , the more it hurts , the more i miss them , the more it hurts , the more i want them next to me , the more it hurts. the more i heart them , the more it hurts. so at the end of the day , the same thing will happen , it HURTS! haahh. cewah camm menghyperbolakan life jaa kan? but i suppose thats how i feel right now , huu. so tomoro is your big day heh miss D? theres this girl , miss dayah , she wants to leave , and for good sake ofcourse . study. now i feel like im missing her already . knowing that i definitely will miss her like crazy , i gave her a ring and asked whether i can come and help her packing , she said ok, but then , our plan turned out to be hotter!! it was a breezy morning , dont feel like going out, sleep is way more romentic! but nothing is better than spending time with cik dayah kita nih , we headed to pacific to grab our lunch , then! shopping time. our place , popular. haishh ambek, ambek semuanya!hahaha. rasa cam woahh semangat gilaa syok nak belajaq! but but still , what course? ehh dilemma , law or economics? u tell me. confused!!! ok ok cut the final shit. proceed with the story , ermh nothing much then we went to pharmacy, hahah!i had to go through a roundabout , and yey! i can do it. dahh ta takot nak pusing . hahah. my first driving instructor who always blame me , hahaha, jgn jeles. i can drive better then u NOW!aftet that we went to cp , tina and her cousie were there. so i went to this kedai laah, nama apa tak sure but sort of cina jinjang type ok shop . nice to hold , once broken considered sold! heard of that stupid saying,?? well well. once broken considered sold, that was it. i held this stupid coke can watch. then pup pup pup , terjatuh! just so not my luck. i rushed to the sales girl and said " ouh , i have to pay for this " . silly , shit. buatpa laa aku lari pi bayar kat amoi tuh kann?being so good at pokai -ing , still had to pay rm12.90 for not so benificial watch . haishhh. naseb badan!ahhaah. still, please be impress with my hati nurani yg sangup lari terkedek kedek paying that amoi.! haah...after that nothing much i guess. we went back. but i kept complaining, aku lapar la.. hahaa, but no money. so now u see my point " money is not evrything , but money is the only thing" so , dayah yg begitu comel lagik terserlah ke hottan nya said " orait. jum pi makan. aku belanja " yeyy. this is why " im hurt "!! tadak da org nak belanja aku wehh =(
so we had our ermm. noon + evening = meal at this restaurant. very classic chinese restaurant. we ordered bihun goreng and teh bunga. style boria. dua dua sama. that mak nya said. aihh why lambat. makanan da hbeh. hahah. while eating bihun, dayah said" weh jum order lagik .kita order kuehtiau ." haahhaa. dont laugh,. we did ordered AGAIN ! hahah. again still wondered i am so not gisele bundchen! haishh. then , its good bye time!! ouhh no. i supposed to use the other way which is nearer to dayah's house. but i flipped and use the other way. haishh. then at the traffic light. i can use other way which is nearer but but i leave the big BUT here and used the other way. i guessed i just hate to send her home. we went round round the world near the airport , and went to see someone's house. cantik rumah.still hate her though haahhaa! kan dayah? then dayah asked me to drive slower " drive 40 ja werhhhh" hahaa memang terkemot kemot. ada satu kancil putih ne. she was so damn fucking pissed off cause yeah , i dont even press the accelerator. mmg slow! hahah. i bet. i love my girlfren next to me rather than other road drivers.! sorry yeahh . i sent dayah to giant hypermarket since her mum insisted that she had to got there.we hugged for the last time! i just hate it. i hate that our eleven years frenship kinda paused there . i know frenship lasts forever but things change. always will. and i know im kinda sucks at maintaining things to be just the way it should be. and the way i want it to be ,.i miss you already now D! who else gonna sleep with me now , who else gonna parks my car , who else gonna help me with the stupid stereng , who else gonna bother my sleep , who else gonna bully me , who else gonna hang out with me , who else gonna watch movie with me , who else gonna help me with my date , who else gona cheer me up ?? who else wehh... hatee !!! whooo. rinduuuu laa =((


i love youu. i lovve youuu.i love you more than you know , more than people knows.




i used to call u my girl ,
i used to call u my friend,
i used to call u the love,
the love that i never had .


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