what a human with XX chromosome needs.

family - i always wanted a happy family with big heart , parents that can make you always feel appreaciated, siblings that show what bestfriends really are and what biggie bros and sis can do , back you up anytime , anywhere ,everytime , everywhere, and i guess , i got that already , so tick.tack toe .

pride - for me , it is a big matter , your pride , your dignity , you own it . so way to go ,play it as brooke davis did , hard to get game , it is really important to know people's real feelings

home sweet home - a place i called home , is the place where i feel safe , cosy inside and outside , feeling like , ok, i just hide here .and watch dvds! huuu, heaven


girlfriends - yes the one that you can have faith with them. trust them ,tell them things you wont be able to tell your family , its not like " mama , i think i like that guy , do you think he will set his eyes on me? " hahha, thats not what ur gonna tell your mom right? i guess it sounds better like this " nab , wehhh , ang tauu , aku rasa kaer bukan gay , dia tunggu aku tuh "hahaha! still. sedap dan tepat.


room - yeah place where you can stay a little private , when you need to , then bila hujan yang seksi turun , you can feel like " huhhh , tomoro only i'll wake up again ".


education - the only good thing i can build my confident with , i could see myself in 10 years time through education.


bantal busuk - this is not what you expect from lovely lady , elegant and elegant and elegant future wife wannabe.guess im nothing like that. but who cares ?? marry me , marry my bantal busuks. =) and one more thing , this thing cant speak you know , so they just listen to you anytime , trust me , they are the best cure for you ...


career - what the hack you live in 2009 if you just wish to sit sit sit and wait for your prince charming , trust me , women , we need this , !


boyfriend - not so important , cause the heartache they'll cause just gonna piss you off , haha. or maybe if you are so rock and roll , you dont bother a bit . u can have one , two , or seberapa banyak anda mau ,haahhaaaa!taak , taak , you know , if you love someone , no matter how it hurts , you still gonna love him and only him. unless u decided to dump him, thats it, move on,. and live ur life . but two timer such a big turn off . dont be one . unless you are so-called bitch.


wedding - wahh, im not planning about this , but my sis just called my mom , and tell me about diana rafar's wedding , at the garden behind concorde shah alam. ouh. garden wedding , how sweet =) and when i watched 1 3 hill , nathan and haley cant stop marrying again and again. but their weddings were so romentico , first at the beach surrounded with purple flowers , and the second one , nice nice garden wedding , grr , syok!! i went to my former neighbour wedding last three years , not that the part they made up infront of anyone that i like , but they were singing " my valentine " to each other on their wedding day . huuu. comeill!


home - this one is yours . the one you live with your new another family . ur hubby and kiddos ,the one you can plant flowers , the one you can decorate , the one you can plan what kinda interior design most appropriate , the place where you can watch tv with your loved one ,where you can play hide and seek with your kids , a place called home.


car - the one you can ride with pride , i want a cooper , and four wheel drive car , i want want,


money - erm im not saying im such a no no for money , i love money , cause with money i can live and survive , i can buy things for parents and siblings .


honeymoon - i still want to go to jeju island , i still want paris , i still want maldives . all i have to find , money and lover , thankyou.


charity - i wanna have my own orphanage . you know whre you can spread your love with kids in need ? but my point here , im not all about to push them to live in discipline only , and its not always about study , its about life, i want them to climb the tree , and fall. and they learn from that. i want them to go out and grab the toys , like other kids would , i want them to feel alive and confident , i want them to beg me for cotton candy and MCD , i want them to curik curik makan aiskrem when they are not allowed to , cause , thats what life should be for them , kids and act like one . hope im rich enough to persue this !


babies - its crazy ehh? 18 and craving for babies now? haha. nope i can be the next madonna , i'll adopt three kids , if i cant marry, hee, raise them , let them wear proper attire , play with them , wake up early every mornings and wish them " hello kiddo , wake up , world is waiting for you to be somebody , and wanna know a secret ? mama loves you guys more today "


husband - a guy who needs me just like i need him , a guy who can make me trust him , a guy who can fight with me , a guy who is willing to fight for what he wants , a guy who is brilliant enough to make me feel like " ok, mamat nih pandai , nnti aku jadik puan seri " hahahaha. nahh joking, ok proceed , a guy who is not afraid to show his point of viewabout politics , world , people, life , a guy who can teach me , to be better , a guy who can take my parents as his parents , a guy who is very confident and capable , a guy with very strong character , a guy who gives attention to the society ,an indepentdent guy,a guy with mission and vision a guy who dont does club and carlsberg , a guy who prays alot , a guy who listens to airsupply , aerosmith , bsb , and at the same time he sings nasyid , a guy who watch korean stuff , a guy who can complaint about me ..


with this description ,

with love ,

with faith ,

with that ,

thankyou ,