finally here, pause .

yey, finally here after two weeks away from all the wonderfulest things in my life , i hate everything here in university, you know my eagerness before to be really captivated with study here, i officially say SAYONARA! i say hate it , but i dont even know what are the things that i hate the most , the toilet ? the orientation ? or the crowds? heh . you tell me , i onced cried in the middle of the night which made me a t-o-t-a-l LOSER! I DONNO , mybe homesick?? after a week --- starvation of food , fun and friends . my parents came over . brighter days , my mum adviced me to just calm down , and its just the beginning , wahwah kataa nak UK . helo uitm pon dahh mental breakdown .few days with family i finally recharged my energy , i guess life is getting better , its about doing something you are passionate about , its a bout a circle of peeps that can make you feel better , then you'll find life is actually okey . i guess im adding up my number of bestfriend now , i have my roomate , hanis , its good to be you , yourself infront of her . its good to hang out together , and its good to wake up late together , its good that we are all doing stuff together, me . tina. hanis. we are all one now . yey. atleast good to know we are very much alike , kat uitm nie mmg aaaa , bus lembab bapp bapp. not just the bus in uitm , but also rapid kl. i waited for 30 minutes twice and i had enough of this , so i prefer walking for twenty mins everyday just to reach my fac. wutta life heh. i learnt new words : mencapub! hahah.and pnp= pasrah and pilu, ahahhaah. its not necessary though , hahah. the law terms here are hard to catch up. luckily i have another three people reading law in family, kakak gave me her law dictionary . haha. i even started study on my first day lecture, wawaahh. berkobar kobar nihh. teruja to be someone . fortunately my class which consist of 20 students is fine,. totally fine. boys and girls we talk to each other , more friendly laaa .i love my lecturers! nice and hot. cewah. sir choy and puan nur ezan are nice , and my computer lecturer too. but i always forget his name. but he 's young, dont be jealous! hahaha. seriously life's getting better , but its always tiring , uhh penat. !! =(


btw , i met new friends , guy friends , from tesl . hanis 's coursemate to be exact . we hung out for the first time to have dinner . yey , it was cool . depaa mereng ,! sangat, i bet they are all more fun than than the law boys, ghahaha. joking , but law guys here , they are totally behaved! akmal, azhan , azrul . ahahha. triple A , MAKE IT FOUR I SAID , afiqah!

then we went back home , ehh i mean , kolej mawar , thats my home now .
and to kakak , ahkong and adzim , thanks for cheering me up always. chillis , midvalley , sunway pyramid , muara ikan bakar , thanks, u meant a whole world to me

abg pit thanks for your concerned for calling me always ,

mama n papa , dont worry , ill take good care of myself . i love you always. i promise you a degree with flying colours ,


kak long thanks for your caringnesss , and everythings, i love you.


mak yan, uhhh , i misss you and your cook. cant wait to go home

nabilah and hidayah im sorry for not keeping in touch much now , i hate my hectic life that i sometimes acted ,ike a bullshit who refused to reply your text . one day , i ll find a day where i can spend a day like we used to. im sorry , i love you, and dayah, im sorry for not sharing much now with you , love love you, nab thanks for you voice msg , that was a deal . i love ur voice, muah!!


p/s : i m isss everythings back in home town, a place where i always call home , 143 taman shahab! saranghaeyou...