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i hate when people acknowledge my blog, cause im trying hard to be a hypocrite here . want to write something within me , but i just cant . cause people might probably read this , and jugde me .

look , i hate it , when someone made me feel like im the same , just the same like other girls. whutta hack, the fact that he made me inferior for no reason , but he turned out made me feel like a tortured young woman trying to find her way , you know like when he asked somebody to help him , then again , he asked me , and being so much under love spell , love spell laa sggt kan , i was rushing all the way to help him , then i discovered , hello , theres another girl was trying to help him also.so he made me wonder , why , or does it mean he treated us all the same, my cousin said ," he was using you , babe "

its like an economics downtant here , but worst , the economist here is so not capable of doing a thing ,
in my case , its like a heartbroken downtant here , but worst , the girl here is so not capable of mending my broken heart .

he's not using me , he's everything but not to be blamed ,it was just me , im a pathetic girl . i felt easy ! guys are guys ofcourse not girls kan . so they dont get what we mean! why the hack i joined the club of bunch of girls who are brilliant ,way brilliant than me, who are totally eagerly want to help him , so why should i join them ?? he got them already right ?? so , officially over ,

my parents brought me up not to be stupid ofcourse , but i kept being one , lord , please turn me into a wonderful young lady who never falls for stupid love , and please make me a great successful young woman, i wanna be taller , tall with heights and money . please make me slimmer , slim with figure and slimmer of sadness , im a good person . im better than this . please grant my wishes .


p/s : awat yang dok perasan sangatttt nih?