my life is a mess!
oh yes, and its my mess. and here it goes. you cant have whatever you wish.you cant have everything you want, so whats left about life i keep it as an unknown. not just people and feeling but everything change.you can say anything might happen in a year but the truth,our rotation of life is changing every time the clock is ticking. ticktockticktock aint just a super duper noisy annoying sound , it means something.anything can happen within the
ticktock-ing, in just few weeks, you might think you lost whats the best in you, in just few weeks , you lost what you never really get, in just few weeks you get whatever you might not even think of it. see ? now i know why on moon we learn all those freaking radians and revolution. it make sense, it's our life, a wheel ferris rotation i care much!

talking about change or changes i assume,


my teachers must be amused! im a driver now. yes i am. and a good one

lets see what else,
ooh yes you can expect a young independent lady now ,
she can speeds her car now.she can even drives to her bestfriends all by herself,she uses shortcuts now,she can even speeds her so called SLK , SMALL LITTLE KELISA better than real SLK.!except for the reverse part, its something more, so i guess she is forgiven for that.

ohh she managed her time better. she knows when to pull and push, start and stop =) i guess thats more than enough.oh she even does her advanced function homework. but ofcourse she has to refer to the word " drag" and "force" first before she moves her butt off.
she's doing good with her study. yey better i guess.she joins the debate team just to get extra two marks which make her looks super pathetic.who cares, im greedy and i am desperade for marks!
now she even gets her wireless connection connected for educational resons. she researches for laissez faire and meynard. she knows about Joseph Conrad and even searches for MalaysiaKINI and she thinks that is cool though its normal =)


she calls her mom everyday,as often as she could.she misses her home everyday, she keeps sending morning messages to her siblings and her girlfriends. beb habes final cepat cepat. and she even wakes up every morning earlier so she would not miss Subuh prayer. she gets herself wet in swimming pool with pyjamas. she gets herself wet through the rain. oh yes did i mention she almost marry AKON ??

She's adding few people to her bestfriends list.

congratulations : KAYREL now you are officialy on my list! woot can i say i love youu ?? thanks for everything, sleepovers, fat we added,money me burnt, street we crashed, hot guys we bumped, gossips we mongered, time we wasted, homeworks we refused to do,charity we did, dresses we dreamt of , advises you gave,good things we did . wee. i love you mrs.RED!


close friends : Jannah and fitriyah. thank you, thank you for tolerating , thank you for being there , thank you for letting me copy your homeworks , thank you for paying for my drinks , thank you for tolls, thank you for your time , thank you for your kindness, thank you for being always there , thank you for companions. couldnt ask more, big big growing love for you both!

AMIRA AND AIN : ill miss you both like heaven. just dont wish our semester ends. our history together still in progress. cewah. harap maklum.
p/s : ain you'll miss tapau -ing my roti dont you ?
amira, ahha. ill never curang okey? every weeks we'll meet
up hurrayh ??

TO NADDIE AND BESTGIRLFRIENDS : nothing change.i love you always. like everyday i did.


p/s : ohh im not gay .


what else ? emhh : the rest is still unwritten.

she wakes up every morning with big shiny smiles.
she goes to school with big big hope that she could get parking spot infront of starbucks.
she goes back to casa with hope : I WANT ALOR SETAR!!
she calls sha everynight and still that woman still listens to her.
she misses nabilah everysingleday.

there she goes : no more tears no more worries. she lives her life like warrior does!

what my life is, is what is written for me.
what i live each day is my fate.
its like being in a play,
i aint the director,
but im the actor.



p/s : therefore, dont feel sorry.dont be sorry.its just fate. twinkling around.not your fault. never been.