dear bestfriend,
im far far far away that im no longer two blocks away from you,
that you can curse me for yelling ,laughing out loud,
and here is the moment when i know you need me the most and i know i want to be there with you, for you the most
and i wasnt there.
it was in year 1998, we and our dora haircuts, we and our uniform, we and our fried chicken,we and our fights, we and our toys and our never ending us,
because no matter what had happened , we would try to find our ways back to the place it should , us being together.
you complained,

i never said sorry first ,

and again im sorry for that,

and im sorry for being harsh like almost all the times, and im sorry for every quarrels and fights we had,
i miss our kiddo moments, and i miss our first barbie talk ,
boyfriend talk, bollywood dance through the rain,
tuition moments, your camera freak ! your every birthdays and my every birthdays ! and the way i always forgot to give you present and the way you always give me things !
the way you paid my food,
the way you babysit me,
the way you bought me topups,
and the way you ignored me,
i ignored you.
and then we go gaga all over again :)

and the way WALID fetch us at school and tuition,
and brought us to stalls,
and made jokes
and there will be Ummi and Ninah joined the crowd,
and how Dayah got stonned like she didnt care anything,

its not easy, and never will be easy,
but i hope you know, ill be here,
whenever you need me.
because thats what bestfriend does,
because i love you.

i might not know how you feel, and what youre going through,

but one thing im sure,

he loved you, and you know that too.

nomatterwhathapppenipromiseillbeheresupportingyouthroughoutthicksandthins.




" nothing stays forever, even if its the purest love ever"


p/s : ALLAH MAHA KUASA, ALFATIHAH