" A year that has been about a lot of figuring out. Figuring things I want, places I want to be, or how I want it to be at work and relationships with people. Have I been quite a good daughter or have I actually forgotten to push myself out of the box. and when you question a lot of things, not that you'll be guaranteed of those answers (it'll be less thrilling if you do even!) but it gives you the sense of have you or haven't you been living the way you know you could have if  you would have. Sometimes we need a great butt slap to remind us that it is okay to want things, for you and for people close to you. And it is really okay to sometimes choose to make yourself feel happy first ( in order to make others happier too), and it is okay to start everything from scratch and still treat yourself with  gentle. Start by doing things that make you feel happy genuinely (in this case scrolling up and down instagram every 5 seconds or lazing on the couch all day everyday probably not counted!) and love yourself so that you can learn to love others in a whole lot better way.

Always thought of doing this but been bailing the chances until this time, I decided to just go with it and prepare myself for it. It has been an amazing fortnight to be spending times, not just sharing but learning things from them. It has to start somewhere somehow for me to keep learning to share and for them to understand that knowledge is one form of powerful weapon that could protect them in the future."