in a world where mood fluctuates at a rate you can't expect, it gets pretty hard to keep yourself  as happy, as motivated, as enthusiastic as you possibly have been. In fact, in your lifetime, those times when you finally know what you want, determined, and heart aches so bad knowing what it wants, those are the times you actually connect most with own self -when you finally know you want it for nobody but you.

study shows for children, moods are usually influenced by their circle of friends but for adults, heck (yes) but no thanks actually. As an individual, we function as a separate entity and to let others affect our wellbeings can be pretty daunting.  But of course, undeniably, we are designed to be vulnerable, to be caring of people and their perceptions, to be pleasant and to be wanting so much of others. This however, shall not be the determinants of how you feel about your self. Yourself - is the only one thing you should deserve mostly in life. Own it and love it mercilessly. And it is totally fine to be vulnerably beautiful.

You can have those days where your nails are not painted, your hair are not blowed perfectly, or your colour coordination is just out of mind (and sight), and you don't know 1001 things about scientific facts or to solve the algebra equations. It is fine, and take the time you need to progress, evolve, and love yourself.

After all to learn is to do it gradually and graciously.