I would usually reach home 10.30 pm and later, taking my own sweet time to snack, chilling in bed, talk with my dad, my system would be extremely exhausted from all-day thinking at work and as a result, I would end up going to sleep at 12 am and later, wake up for subuh, and as a result of fatigueness, I would usually continue my sleep until 11am.
Trust me, that is totally not what I intend to do with my mornings, having to wake up that late and miss quite a good couple of hours to sleep. And the rest of the day will just be extremely disorder and inorganized! I would lose the time to energize- swimming/exercise/smell the coffee/ and just read.
Most of the times, I really feel like I am consumed by work. My mornings, afternoons, evenings, weekends, public holidays, seem to be about work, and trust me, sometimes it is still not enough. With unproductive meetings, knowledge sharings, work, and not enough support, work seems to be a lot of burden, even more burdening that I feel my personal and work life see no barrier at all.
I believe work and personal growth can grow align, for sure but when it reaches a point where your growth no longer grow in parallel, it may suggest a time to take a break, pause, and re consider decisions and actions.
Life is not just work, when yes it is an element in life, but if you're no longer generating any value, remember that you can always un-stuck and start the wayfinding again. Find what is useful, purposeful, and valuable to you. You have not just one option, and one may always re-route.
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